Frequent Feelings

I wrote this poem tonite while at work. My Fiancee' and I had a fight over something really stupid, but i guess it could be something that built up over a while since any time I talk to her about a problem I have I get snapped at. However, she says she is trying to work on it, and while I do beleive her, I still feel as this poem describes.



Temperatures

The wind is warm,
Embracing me as a lover should,
Feelings of happiness abound within,
Enjoying life as best as one could.

The wind is cold,
Lashing me as a lover does,
Feelings of emptiness only remain,
Regret abounds without love.

Searching for a median,
Hoping as two lovers do,
Feelings of desperation grow,
Doubt of happiness to be true.

(c) 2005, GNB / A.K.A. Merryc Xavier O'Donnell



Then I also found this one. I tried to apologize to her, but she always takes a long time to "cool off" and accept someone's apology. I printed it out while at work and plan to leave it where she can find it in the morning. I hope she likes it.


I'm Sorry

I'm sorry for the times you cried,
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
losing you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry I wasn't the man you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the way I left,
I've never felt so much regret.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry for the days that passed,
Our love now will surely last.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.

(c) Unknown, by Unknown Author